The Psych NPThe Psych NP
I was really nervous the first time I saw her; I don’t want to take medication anymore. I don’t want to have these struggles or problems. I almost cancelled. The
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My PsychiatristMy Psychiatrist
What happened right? Not a very friendly parting of the ways. My psychiatrist gave me a diagnosis that I didn’t understand and that she wouldn’t explain to me. The best
Losing controlLosing control
This TikTok best describes me right now: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2XVRf55 it won’t let me embed it, so … when I was a child, I was afraid of my dad because of his
How it all worked out … or didn’tHow it all worked out … or didn’t
I added the blog posts from an old blog that I deleted due to the shame I felt just reading my own words. It’s hard for me to reconcile the
The Leveling Part DeuxThe Leveling Part Deux
Things began shifting again. I felt myself leveling into a new period of stability and was relieved to shed myself of the paranoia, anxiety, and depression of the previous weeks.
Full on panic erupted in my mind after reading my psychiatrist’s note.Full on panic erupted in my mind after reading my psychiatrist’s note.
She’s controlling me. She’s using her powers against me I felt scared and upset. Feelings of paranoia morphed out of control and strangled my sense of reality. And so
The PHQ-9 is a LiarThe PHQ-9 is a Liar
I started feeling down after the business forming fiasco, and I wore that heavy cloak of sadness for about two weeks. I felt like a failure. I was lonely, anxious,
The FearThe Fear
I finally began sleeping again, but my mind continued stumbling and falling as I leveled off. My thoughts raced and the urge to write and rewrite articles continued. I found
My Psychiatrist is a WitchMy Psychiatrist is a Witch
I woke up this morning thinking about my psychiatrist and how much I like her. My life is so much better because of her. I wish I could send her
The First LevelingThe First Leveling
As my mind started to settle down, there was a process of holding on and a letting go. An in between zone. I had a growing awareness that what I