The Leveling Part DeuxThe Leveling Part Deux
Things began shifting again. I felt myself leveling into a new period of stability and was relieved to shed myself of the paranoia, anxiety, and depression of the previous weeks.
Day: March 9, 2015
Full on panic erupted in my mind after reading my psychiatrist’s note.Full on panic erupted in my mind after reading my psychiatrist’s note.
She’s controlling me. She’s using her powers against me I felt scared and upset. Feelings of paranoia morphed out of control and strangled my sense of reality. And so
The PHQ-9 is a LiarThe PHQ-9 is a Liar
I started feeling down after the business forming fiasco, and I wore that heavy cloak of sadness for about two weeks. I felt like a failure. I was lonely, anxious,
The FearThe Fear
I finally began sleeping again, but my mind continued stumbling and falling as I leveled off. My thoughts raced and the urge to write and rewrite articles continued. I found
My Psychiatrist is a WitchMy Psychiatrist is a Witch
I woke up this morning thinking about my psychiatrist and how much I like her. My life is so much better because of her. I wish I could send her
The First LevelingThe First Leveling
As my mind started to settle down, there was a process of holding on and a letting go. An in between zone. I had a growing awareness that what I
StabilityStability
The tides roll in and out, but there are periods where the water lingers on the shore, inviting life to join it. In between periods of depression or unusual and
ManiaMania
Although depression has been the most debilitating symptom in my life, I have experienced periods of mood instability that are startling and unpredictable. Grandiosity and delusions take over my mind.
DepressionDepression
Depression The darkness that I now call depression has washed over me in waves since the sixth grade. I remember that year clearly. I transitioned from elementary school to